It's Over

To be truthful and honest
it's over.

i feel like every part of me is emotionally distressed. I cant understand or verbalize your actions, but i know it was real. I know you're hurt. I know i sound foolish. I know i've become mean. But its reality. And we really need to move forward from this one. Like monopoly, pass GO and collect $200 to start something new. Find someone better. Cause im sick. Cause im tired. Cause this is it.

I think that's the most emotion i've ever written so fast, yet so real. i wanna cry. i did cry a lot this week. and scream and i'm trying to figure out where the hell i went wrong. I was so good; or at least i though i was better now. And no im not crazy, but i was in love. With myself or you , is up to you to figure out; since you can judge me so well. Writing was never my skill, but more my release. And finally i found a way to escape your pain but it's truly difficult for me to walk away. I wanna be everything and then nothing. I want your love then hatred. And day by day, your torment me with the melonchaly sound of your voice.

Truly i say, i miss you. And despite the hatred and the love that still exists; it's over.