I'm playing a game , play with me

Oh hey. Havent wrote in a while but today it feels good to be bad. I wrecked nothing. Everything. Just to write it down and im crazy. As i write this i laugh , and his bestfriend knows everything. So maybe you liked playing games, well why dont you come play with me. Not the type you crave or think i dish out on a platter with bows and bras. Oh darling when will you learn its not good to make the badgirl mad. See you didnt know my past. My... capability to harm to destory. And now maybe im so mad that i can do it too you. 2010 jolly gleee. I guess this is the end of you , for me. (it rhymed) So i cant decide whether to wreck you in the worst way or to bare the pain. I'm the walking wounded and i need to turn back time. I chose to act impulsively and accuse and suspect. But god knows i feel what i feel and see what i want. I'm so close to giving up and i know this time im going to cry like ive never seen water. And yell like ive never heard sound. Cheers to redemption , broken hearts and lost dreams. Baby here's to me.