Resolution

Hello There,

It is the day after Valentine's Day. Happy NOT Valentine's Day? Nope, I actually dont mind it. I find that people become terribly worked up about it because...

a) they are lonely
b) they are depressed
c) they have some "story" behind why they dont
d) they find no emotion or lack understanding of the significance
e) one or MORE of the above

I had a great day to be honest. I have an interview tomorrow for a position as Marketing Manager that I really would love to have. But you all know me, always busy, so I am trying to cut down on extracurricular activities. Anyways, the reason for my blogging tonight at 12:30 am instead of prepping for my TWO exams is to vent a little hatred for girls, but only that naive and immature ones.

I honestly cannot wait to move out of residence. In my opinion the girls left out or that have moved out are the only mature girls on this floor. To be exact 10 plus me. They all include eachother and exclude me from all of the events. They can't even make excuses about me not coming around because none of them ever text me to hang out or do anything and now their like this cult or sisterhood of some sort. Thank god I've got my two favs on the floor below. On top of excluding me they all pick sides. To believe they beg to differ that there are THREE sides to every story: your side, my side and the truth. Apparently that does not matter cause they only see what they want from the details.

And oh so recently the lovely boy from way back in the day decides to disown me from his life using a bullshit story and some sympathy. I defend and protect one friend just to lose another for no reason what so ever. Terrible aint it? But what can you do, be cool and carry on.

There was some time pauses between the completion of this piece. I decided to hang our with my lovely Lamneia and we grabbed some pizza at 1:53 am, 7 minutes before the closing. Honestly I know I call many people my friend for courteous reasons, but I know who my true friends off. If I had to list them off it would not exceed my hands and toes! Bestfriends? I can say that Mar is because it's been 10 years and going strong. Other than that it is me, myself and I, with a dose of my cute parents and God.

I cannot wait for reading week. That will definitely be the best week ever considering the ongoing bitch movements on this floor. I really need to make some friends outside of this box. I have a few people in mind, I guess I have to see how it goes. Giving people one too many chances to redeem themselves seemed like the good samarian but now I just feel like a fool.

Things are getting old, I need some positive resolution.